If Only... (Ya i know.. Its abt love again..)

When i was sitting in class last week, I had dis friend of mine next to me who was totally lovelorn and dreaming abt his girlfriend. He had js broken up wid her n was in a total mess. So i js tried to put myself in his shoes n came up wid a really really senti poem. Dis really isn't me.. But it js came out.. N lemme add dis...
"All content in d poem is purely fictious. If u, by any chance, think its related to me, then u r barking up the wrong tree".
Dats it i guess... So nw for d actual essence.... Here it goes...

IF ONLY...

If only had I held her

whenever her hand outstretched was searching,

I would've still felt her softness

beside my pining heart..

If only had I rung her

whenever she missed my voice,

i would've still held her lullaby

pushing me into oblivion on her lap..

If only had I met her

when her heart so pained was craving,

I would've still had her eyes

to see my world of happiness..

If only had I loved her

as much as she had loved me,

I would've still held my place

in her red room that once was mine...

P.S.: Looks like there's too much mushy stuff coming up. So u can expect other stuff in d future.. :-)